upset...

had a long day in office... Then dinner with nursery ppl to celebrate eunice's belated bday... Then went to meet ken to travel back together. Thot can rest once I reached home. Who knows my parents were waiting for me and bombarded me with questions abt the wedding. So drained now..... Then saw my parents communicating with each other... Dunno what's wrong... I feel tension in the air... Feeling so upset over them.... They used to be so loving... What happened??? Why do they talk to each other with sarcasm? I feel so upset over it... I want them to go back to their old way of talking, teasing but with love... Probably this is just a phase for them to....

How much do you love me?

recently my mom hasn't been in the best of her health. Nvr told anyone except Ken. Dad's been taking care of her, accompanying her for appts and all but not without grumbling. Sets me thinking. What if next time my health also nt good... Will my future husband willingly take care of me?

Also happened to discuss with some gal friends abt loving husbands... How do you define one? Does buying presents for you all the time means he dotes on you? How do you know if you've a loving husband or nt? Am I loved? Or bullied more? Hmmmm... Why do I have such thoughts?!?!?!?! Who knows the answers???

waiting... ...

am at the airport once again... Waiting for ken once again... Waiting for his flight this time round... Had dinner at expo foodcourt then came over... Bought ice milk tea from wang jiao... Not nice one... Haiz.... Going to go for a walk then check out which terminal he will be landing at then station there... Brought my jacket and a book to read... My hp is a good entertainment too... Got songs, can surf net, etc etc. Love it... Ok... Going ntuc to get some sweets... Hee... :) a long nite ahead...

Final Fitting Shots

Colour not very nice, cos taken with my HP... :p
These are for photo shoots... Actual day only got the ones taken with Ken... And the Kua...

Rested

Slept in today cos dear went overseas... Short trip... Busy as always... But feeling quite sian cos dear not around... I think we're quite sticky... Haiz... Lots of couples us also... But sometimes a little too much? Well, there must be a balance... Have personal time together, but be inclusive too!!! We always try to do that... Going for photoshoot soon... So fast!!! Need to continue to slim down though... Need to start settling the RSVP list, montage, music, songs, honeymoon!!! Woah... And also the renovations... Woah... Lots to do and so little time... Zzzzzzzzzz... I need helpers!!!

Tired

Been sleeping not too much these few days... Tons of work to clear, but ending soon... Cos closing somewhat completed... Took longer time this month... Haiz... But everyone seems so overloaded that I also dun dare to push for it. Suddenly realised the final fitting is next week and the photo shoot is next next week. And then after that it's 4 more months to the big day. Time really seems to fly.

Need to really sit down and come up with RSVP list soon. My parents have done their part... Need to settle our friends side... Dunno if the ppl we invite will come. I really hope everyone will keep their word. If cannot come, just say cannot come! Dun say can come and dun turn up. Or say wont be coming but turn up. Be a person of ur word and it will help us to plan it peacefully... Hahaha...

Need to find my black shoes this weekend.. and also colour and trim my hair too... Like hay now... ZZZZzzzzzzzzzzz.... then Ken needs to go get his shoes too... So many things to do... All to be done before Wed... 5 more days to settle it all... Woah... Realisation can be quite a scary thing... Back to work for now...

Post Labour Day

Today is Sat... Was out the whole day yesterday... Spending time with Ken and doing my work as well... Have gotten over the overwhleming work load... Well, this is just a phase... And I do get praises for getting the job done. So it's quite rewarding... But I hope i dun make stupid mistakes. Got to be more C... Got to check... Got to be more meticulous. Yes, i got to be more meticulous.

This year has indeed been a learning year for me. May le... Learning to do new things and later part of the year a life with Ken together... Heh... Wedding preps still progressing well... Next thing in the pipeline is the photo shoot... Hee...

Before that got to settle the food tasting... Hmmmmm... What dishes leh??? Hmmmmm... Time to do some paper work...