An abusive man...

This is the bruise on my left arm... It is NOT self-inflicted... But Ken-inflicted... He abused me...

Hahaha... We were shopping at taman sheng shiong on sun nite when we spotted some ppl and he pinched me... Forgetting that I bruise easily... And thus the bruise surfaced over the past days... So this is the evidence...



Lesson learnt: Dun anger me, I might just bruise internally and bleed to death n u will be the murderer!!!

Another Milestone

Just reached home not too long ago after going to select the photos... Bargained with the ppl there... In the end we chose 33 photos, forgo-ing quite a number of shots. We werent totally natural in front of the camera... Some shots were great, some were so so... And some eeeeeeeee... Personal preference... Heh...

Changed my night gown to the bright pink one instead... Cos I look better in it... More me... More chirpy... And somehow it just turned out nicer in the photos la... But we chose only 2 photos of that... Heh...

Jean came down to assist us in the photo selection... Hee... Shaun wanted to come down too, but caught up with cg stuff... But had fun la... Out of 170 photos, we selected 33... that's less than 20%!!! But it's good la... We were firm and didnt take more photos... Heee... Proud of ourselves... :)

Next up will be getting the photos then the designing of the card and the layout of the album and all... Woah... Suddenly it seems so near... OH YA, needa apply to ROM this month too... 3 months + to go... This is exciting!!!

upset...

had a long day in office... Then dinner with nursery ppl to celebrate eunice's belated bday... Then went to meet ken to travel back together. Thot can rest once I reached home. Who knows my parents were waiting for me and bombarded me with questions abt the wedding. So drained now..... Then saw my parents communicating with each other... Dunno what's wrong... I feel tension in the air... Feeling so upset over them.... They used to be so loving... What happened??? Why do they talk to each other with sarcasm? I feel so upset over it... I want them to go back to their old way of talking, teasing but with love... Probably this is just a phase for them to....

How much do you love me?

recently my mom hasn't been in the best of her health. Nvr told anyone except Ken. Dad's been taking care of her, accompanying her for appts and all but not without grumbling. Sets me thinking. What if next time my health also nt good... Will my future husband willingly take care of me?

Also happened to discuss with some gal friends abt loving husbands... How do you define one? Does buying presents for you all the time means he dotes on you? How do you know if you've a loving husband or nt? Am I loved? Or bullied more? Hmmmm... Why do I have such thoughts?!?!?!?! Who knows the answers???

waiting... ...

am at the airport once again... Waiting for ken once again... Waiting for his flight this time round... Had dinner at expo foodcourt then came over... Bought ice milk tea from wang jiao... Not nice one... Haiz.... Going to go for a walk then check out which terminal he will be landing at then station there... Brought my jacket and a book to read... My hp is a good entertainment too... Got songs, can surf net, etc etc. Love it... Ok... Going ntuc to get some sweets... Hee... :) a long nite ahead...

Final Fitting Shots

Colour not very nice, cos taken with my HP... :p
These are for photo shoots... Actual day only got the ones taken with Ken... And the Kua...

Rested

Slept in today cos dear went overseas... Short trip... Busy as always... But feeling quite sian cos dear not around... I think we're quite sticky... Haiz... Lots of couples us also... But sometimes a little too much? Well, there must be a balance... Have personal time together, but be inclusive too!!! We always try to do that... Going for photoshoot soon... So fast!!! Need to continue to slim down though... Need to start settling the RSVP list, montage, music, songs, honeymoon!!! Woah... And also the renovations... Woah... Lots to do and so little time... Zzzzzzzzzz... I need helpers!!!